I've written these words because I want to remember part of the things I wanted to be, part of the things I've coveted, part of the things I've imagined in every possible way, part of the life I think I'd like and enjoy, part of the things I couldn't have, part of the dreams I thought I could live, part of the reality I've tried to suppress, part of the lives I won't fit in, and part of the moments I'm forbidden to dwell in when the sun sets.